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Jinks needs a cigarette
Gender: Joined: 13 Mar 2006 Posts: 500 Status: User Location: 12:00
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Posted: Thu May 11, 2006 6:45 pm Post subject: it's the padded room for me... |
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ever feel like you are going completely insane?
I'm not talking that fucked up psychopathic kill everything you youngeteers think is so funny, but actually out of you mind, completely bonkers, fucked everything up, insane?
I have been picking my brain apart for weeks now, and I can't help but come to the conclusion that my thoughts have been so fucked with and so beaten to shit that I haven't been physically well in about 2 weeks.
My emotions are fucked up.
I laugh but I'm not happy.
I am sad, but I dont cry.
I get scared but don't scream
The only thing I have is I beat the living shit out my friends punching bag. Anger is probably the only emotion that hasn't been fucked with, because I'll end up killing myself or something.
... I need a ciggarette.
What about you guys? Feel like you're going insane? Or am I just confused and pissed off? _________________
Nar laga Dia do lamh |
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Its_The_Sneak!!! Blocked by SOPA
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Posted: Thu May 11, 2006 6:57 pm Post subject: |
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uh
well, the punching bag is a much better release than the cigarette. So what's been causing these problems, exactly? _________________ Come into my den let me hear you cluck
You can be my hen and we can f(Bu-GAWK)
A bite to the leg, it's time to play
Baby, let me be your egg that needs to get laid.
- CEO Nwabudike Morgan
"The Chicken of Lust" |
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Jinks needs a cigarette
Gender: Joined: 13 Mar 2006 Posts: 500 Status: User Location: 12:00
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Posted: Thu May 11, 2006 7:08 pm Post subject: |
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Stress, the fact I am picking myself apart, trying to find what needs to be fixed, Garretteers, and other assorted goodies. _________________
Nar laga Dia do lamh |
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Ray idle will kill
Joined: 24 Mar 2006 Posts: 1559 Status: User Location: Ferndale, MI
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Posted: Thu May 11, 2006 7:09 pm Post subject: |
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I've frequently felt like I wanted to vomit all the things that are going bad with my life out of me, but that's because I can't find a job and am adapting to life on my own. _________________ here comes the big ideas again, just like they did before and then,
the morning comes again and they're gone |
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Its_The_Sneak!!! Blocked by SOPA
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Posted: Thu May 11, 2006 7:09 pm Post subject: |
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Jinks wrote: | Stress, the fact I am picking myself apart, trying to find what needs to be fixed, Garretteers, and other assorted goodies. | why are you picking yourself apart? You're pretty decent the way you are, you don't need to look for problems. _________________ Come into my den let me hear you cluck
You can be my hen and we can f(Bu-GAWK)
A bite to the leg, it's time to play
Baby, let me be your egg that needs to get laid.
- CEO Nwabudike Morgan
"The Chicken of Lust" |
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Guy
Gender: Joined: 18 Mar 2006 Posts: 872 Status: User
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Posted: Thu May 11, 2006 8:52 pm Post subject: |
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This is exactly like a thread I made once in Rules. Before I knew I had an anxiety disorder.
Go to a psychologist if you feel like you're really going crazy. If you're just stressed out, then never mind.
I thought I was seriously going to end up in some asylum in them iddle of Idaho or something. |
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Cyberpumpkin That thar, that's FUNNEH!
Joined: 12 Mar 2006 Posts: 589 Status: User
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Posted: Thu May 11, 2006 9:02 pm Post subject: |
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I agree with Cesar. Several years ago I was having that "on the brink" feeling, due to an overwhealming number of things happening in my life. I actually asked my manager at the job I had "What's it feel like when you're having a nervous breakdown?" He said he didn't know, but that I should see a doctor.
I couldn't afford to see a doctor (so I thought), so I proceeded with my breakdown.
If I were you, I'd go and see a doctor immediately so that he can laugh and tell you that you just need to take it easy and exercise a little more and charge you a hundred bucks. The alternative could be waiting an extra couple months to see the doctor, but this time from an emergency room, and then spend the rest of your life with a chronic brain chemistry imbalance and having to take "brain insulin" forever. _________________
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Sexy_Sakura Hot for Teacher?
Gender: Joined: 13 Mar 2006 Posts: 1513 Status: User Location: Engaland
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Posted: Thu May 11, 2006 9:05 pm Post subject: |
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I also felt the exact same way, and just like Ces, I was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder/minor depression. I'm on medication for it, and it really helps. I suggest talking to your doctor, and perhaps he can refer you to someone. _________________ Yep.
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Guy
Gender: Joined: 18 Mar 2006 Posts: 872 Status: User
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Posted: Thu May 11, 2006 9:33 pm Post subject: |
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Yea, I went to the doctor before I went to the psychologist and she didn't even mention anything about a psychologist. She said I was fine and that I just needed to exercise more.
Little did she know... |
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dodger
Gender: Joined: 06 May 2006 Posts: 2136 Status: User
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Posted: Thu May 11, 2006 10:21 pm Post subject: |
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Once upon a time, when I was young, I had some wicked-bad angst going on (Never mind that I was well out of my teen years). People poo-poo teen angst, and it is sort of a cliche, but it's a very real situation. You know what I mean... you feel despair or intense anger, for no definable reason? Chances are it's a vast multitude of things adding up to a cumulative unrest, but these feelings always turn inward.
Seemingly causeless, unreasonable feelings of anger or sadness are the textbook symptoms of clinical depression. Medication helps some people, but not others. I used to have a lot of these feelings... then they just went away by themselves.
When doctors talk about a chemical imbalance in the brain, I wholeheartedly believe them. Looking back, there's no other explanation for all the bad shit that went on in my head.
So, I guess all I can say is hang in there. |
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Its_The_Sneak!!! Blocked by SOPA
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Posted: Thu May 11, 2006 10:23 pm Post subject: |
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and try not to beat yourself up over it. _________________ Come into my den let me hear you cluck
You can be my hen and we can f(Bu-GAWK)
A bite to the leg, it's time to play
Baby, let me be your egg that needs to get laid.
- CEO Nwabudike Morgan
"The Chicken of Lust" |
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Guy
Gender: Joined: 18 Mar 2006 Posts: 872 Status: User
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Posted: Thu May 11, 2006 10:24 pm Post subject: |
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Do you get panic attacks? |
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Mike Novick PRESIDENT
Gender: Joined: 31 Mar 2006 Posts: 319 Status: User Location: Presidential Retreat!
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Posted: Thu May 11, 2006 10:48 pm Post subject: |
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yeah I felt the exact way...
PSYCHE! _________________
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Hoff
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Posted: Thu May 11, 2006 11:41 pm Post subject: |
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Maybe you're just weird. |
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Steveo Da Bishop
Gender: Joined: 12 Mar 2006 Posts: 2272 Status: User Location: My office
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Posted: Fri May 12, 2006 12:10 am Post subject: |
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I had a nervous breakdown after my bf dumped me. He called the ambulance and had me taken to the psyche ward of the hospital. The bastard is now attempting to sue me for the unpaid hospital bills. _________________ MY BARF is TASTIER than Yours!!!
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